We shared

coffee and cigarettes

over long, random conversations.

I drew fake tattoos on your

tanned skin.

You remember the things

I say in passing and

bring them up a month later.

You told me I shouldn’t be afraid,

even though you knew nothing of what

I was afraid of.

Secrets were shared and we

would laugh like little kids and sometimes,

like animals.

We let tiny bits of paper

float inside paper cups.

You tried to spell my name.

But you also told me you couldn’t take

me back anymore.

And I understood.